Better be careful every time you say things…

Because even a word can leave a lifetime of scars which a sorry may not be able to erase.

It was late evening when I felt my phone vibrated and three familiar words flashed on my phone’s screen. “1 message received”. I couldn’t make my mind up to reach for a decision if I was going to pick my phone up or just leave it there and wait for tomorrow to see who sent me a late night message. I was already in bed and dead tired of the day’s work and my brain’s also kinda drained out-of so much thinking.

But because of some unknown forces, I sat up and reached for my phone and opened the message. It was from my aunt and she sent me not just a message but also an answer to the questions that caused my brain to be drained out that day.

“God knows what your silent heart wants. Even if you don’t include it in your prayers, he hears what your heart whispers. He may not give it to you now. But someday, when you least expect it, things will happen in the best possible way.”

I’ve been always asking silently to God that He send me some guy who would love me with all his heart. All I needed was someone to love me as much as I love him. Someone who could return the favor for me. I’ve been asking this for too long already, in fact it’s long overdue. A cliché it may be but I guess I really do believe in it now-be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it. And when you least expect it, your wish suddenly pops in front of you in a blink of an eye. At minsan sobra-sobra pa.

I guess I had found the guy already. But then, the thing is it’s not only a guy but guys. I had wanted this all my life. Someone who’d say “I love you” without being forced. Someone who’d say “keep safe”. Someone who’d say “I miss you”. Someone who’d make your toes curl without him doing anything but stare at you as if you’re the most wonderful thing he’d ever seen. Things I only felt and read in books.

To be continued…